The Reason

Your eyes sparkle like a light being shined on two beautiful emeralds,
When I see you walk, the way you move sensual,
You are the true meaning of beauty.

I am ever longing for your gentle touch, your warm embrace.
When you are near me, I yearn for your hug,
When I see you sitting next to someone, I wish that I were they,
When you lay next to me, I am longing for that everlasting kiss

Your personality cannot be matched.
The way you are always caring for others, before yourself,
The way you never give up,
Your intellect is at such a standard, it is unknown.

These are the reasons you are perfect,
and always have been perfect.
I will never stop loving you.

Sad Emo Story

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.
The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.
I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."
She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.
She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.

Last Farewell

Yes
Bigbang is back
Most definitely, incredible
Hey move
B to the I to the g (bang bang) x3
About love


[chorus]
I don't wanna be without you girl
Majimak insaneun
Jeobeodugil barae
Oneul dan harumankeumeun
I don't wanna be without you girl
Nae seotun maeum
Kkaji ango gajwo I love you I need you girl
Baby baby baby jogeum eosaekhajiman seoro
Baby baby baby ajik saranghago inneunde
Baby baby baby duryeopgineun hajimanseodo
Kkeuchiboijiman nan geuraedo only you girl

[TY]
Sangcheoman gadeukhae mojilge nal daehadeon neo
Eoreugo dallae tto banbokdoe neol pihadeon na
Eodiseobuteo eogeutnasseulkka ginagin gomin
Haedabeomneun munjesoge hemeyeo nan

[gd]
Miromirosoge gachin gil ireun bangnangjamanyang idojeodo motae nan manyang
Gidarigiman hal ppun sappunsappunhi naege dagawajugil girl
Uri cheoeummannan ttae cheoreom putputadeon geuttae cheoreom
Ireonireonireon jeoreonjeoreonjeoreon neowa nae saiui kkeun jeoldaenochimareo

[chorus]
I don't wanna be without you girl majimak insaneun jeobeodugil barae
Oneul dan harumankeumeun I don't wanna be without you girl nae seotun maeum
Kkaji ango gajwo I love you I need you girl
Baby baby baby jogeum eosaekhajiman seoro
Baby baby baby ajik saranghago inneunde
Baby baby baby duryeopgineun hajimanseodo
Kkeuchiboijiman nan geuraedo only you girl


[top SR DS]
Amureon mal eopsi tteona yeollageopgo (amu mal anko)
Geureoda eoneunal gapjagi natanago (museunirisseonnyaneun deut)
Nal gatgononeungeonji ige sarangi matneungeonji
Haruedo yeoldubeon deo hetgalligo (about love)
Handubeon gatgonoldeon jangnangam neon mwol wonhaennyago doemureobwasseo
Dalkomhameun aju jamkkan urin neomu swipge nogabeorin somsatang
(jichin gaseum ijen nado makjimotalgeotman gata) eoseo nal jabajwo (tteonagagi jeone)

[chorus]
I don't wanna be without you girl majimak insaneun jeobeodugil barae
Oneul dan harumankeumeun I don't wanna be without you girl nae seotun maeum
Kkaji ango gajwo I love you I need you girl
Baby baby baby jogeum eosaekhajiman seoro
Baby baby baby ajik saranghago inneunde
Baby baby baby duryeopgineun hajimanseodo
Kkeuchiboijiman nan geuraedo only you girl


[DS, SR, TY]
Yeojeonhi neol saranghajiman naegeneun neomuna sojunghajiman ye
Nugudo ne jaril meul su eomneungeol I know (you know)
Oh geunyang joyonghi nal anajwo

[chorus]
I don't wanna be without you girl majimak insaneun jeobeodugil barae
Oneul dan harumankeumeun I don't wanna be without you girl nae seotun maeum
Kkaji ango gajwo I love you I need you girl
Baby baby baby jogeum eosaekhajiman seoro
Baby baby baby ajik saranghago inneunde
Baby baby baby duryeopgineun hajimanseodo
Kkeuchiboijiman nan geuraedo only you girl


B to the I to the g (bang bang)
Kkeuchiboijiman nan geuraedo only you girl (about love)

5 minutes

If I only had five minutes the day you passed away,
I would have had time to tell you all the things I needed to say.

I never got to tell you how much you mean to me,
Or that you were the best dad, better than any man could be.

The last time that I talked to you
I wish I would have known.
I would have said I love you,
and kept you on the phone.

If I only had five minutes,
the morning you passed away,
I'd give you one last hug so tight and see your great big smile.
I'd tell you that I don't think I could live without you,
not even for awhile.
I'd kiss your cheek and take your hand and tell you it's okay to go
And tell you that I'll miss you,
more than you'll ever know.

But you were gone so quickly,
One last car ride you'd take.
Before you even knew it,
you were standing at heavens gate.
Now God has called upon you,
It's time to get your wings.
To leave this life behind you,
And enjoy all of heavens beautiful things.
So wait for me in heaven Dad,
Don't let me come alone.
The day the angels come for me,
Please be there to bring me home.

Broken when you left

Baby I guess it was never meant to be,
I miss what we used to be,
but baby can't you see that I'm dying,
I've spent all of my lonely nights crying,
making myself believe it's not true
and end up waking in the morning without you,
my heart seems to shatter every time I hear your voice,
reminding me of what we had, and your stupid choice
I wish I had never made that stupid decision,
the one that changed my life forever,
I wish I could still make you see,
how much you meant to me,
it’s too late for me to say I love you,
you’ve already moved on,
I was just an innocent girl looking for love,
you were just a boy looking for a sign,
to go back to what you had before,
and I was what made you realize,
that you needed her more

just read it !

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.
What do you think were the four words?
The husband just said "I Love You Darling"
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No
point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.
Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.
If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.
Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

A dream that never come true

By:Fiana

Everyday I think of her.
Just always thinking,
about her beautiful face.

Everytime i saw her,
the world stood still.

The times that we would talk seemed endless
and i never wanted it to stop.
She was an amazing girl,
The time that i touched her tender lips with mine.
I was the happiest person at the party and the world.

The time I confessed my love to her,
she turned me down.
Becasue she didn't like me the way she used to.

But i wish that she will find the love of her life.
Because I blew my chance with her
And on a summer day when I here her name,
its a dream that never came true